Life

The chaos of life can be overwhelming. I attribute my resilience to my study of stoicism. The lessons I learn from stoic philosophy are incredible and immeasurable. Meditations had provided me tremendous insight. No, it is not a book of cheat codes, but it does contain valuable information and tactics to navigate the rough watersContinue reading “Life”

Closing Time

I was at a meeting last week and someone shared about making amends to themselves. I started listening and then I thought to myself. Have I truly forgiven me for the havoc and pain I inflicted on multiple people for various lengths of time. I honestly never thought about truly forgiving myself. Apologizing to myContinue reading “Closing Time”

LongWinded

I know I take a long time to post. Don’t judge me. I hope all is well and the universe is treating you with kindness. Things with me are pretty much the same. Feeling good. Trying to grow in some way every day. I have been working on new music and uploaded a video toContinue reading “LongWinded”

It’s Been A While

For that, I apologize. I intend on being mindful to ensure I remain consistent on the platforms I want to see growth from. I am completely aware of the fact that I will always make time for the things I truly want to do. It is my responsibility to accomplish goals I set or tasksContinue reading “It’s Been A While”

Three A Days

I have to write every day. It is how I get a lot of the little things off my mind. I didn’t write and I missed a meeting on Monday. I was irritated. I was thinking, I can find a ride from The Park to meetings in Leonardtown. But can’t find a ride from LovevilleContinue reading “Three A Days”

My Reminder

Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”

Day by Day

Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”

Tired

I am tired as hell. Or, as SOLO 4 would say, I’M TIIIIEEEDDD πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚. I have my computer so technically I could be posting this on the website and not in the app. But the app is pretty functional. I have to give Word Press credit for having an app that works incredibly well!! TodayContinue reading “Tired”

One Day At A Time

YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”

FriYAAAAYYYY

IT’S FRIIIDDAAYYY!!!! It is crazy how fast the days of the week go by. I love looking forward to going to a meeting. I don’t really do much right now because I don’t want to overwhelm myself. Especially being in early recovery. The smallest things can set me off track. I k now I needContinue reading “FriYAAAAYYYY”