Today was another good day. I did have an insane craving this morning. My brain was mad at me for disposing of the extra syringes I got when I left the treatment center. I threw them away as soon as I got home. But, my addiction told me that I should have saved them soContinue reading “Saturday”
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Welcome Home
I am back!!!! I was gone for a while. I went to an inpatient substance abuse treatment facility for 60 days. I am happy to say I completed the program and graduated today!!!! It was a long process and it wasn’t easy by any means. But we all know that nothing worth having comes easy.Continue reading “Welcome Home”
Wah Gwan??!!
YEEEEEERRRRRR!!!! I entered a contest to win a feature from the bro Tech N9ne!!!! If you are an artist and want a chance to win a feature and a gang of other free prizes, use the link in this post and sign up!!!! It is a great contest and an awesome opportunity to get aContinue reading “Wah Gwan??!!”
The Beginning of the End
This is my life.
Randy Johnson
Life has an arsenal of INSANE pitches. If you’ve been reading, you know how crazy things are in my day to day. Well, believe it or not, it got WILDER!!!! LOL!!!! My oldest son decided it would be a good idea to sneak out Sunday night. When him and his “co-pilot” decided to text backContinue reading “Randy Johnson”
Just Trying To Get By
I have been through a lot in the last few months. It has definitely been tough. I haven’t been able to use my right arm for two months. No doctor has been able to give me a definitive answer as to why this happened. I woke up one day and just couldn’t use my arm.Continue reading “Just Trying To Get By”
FEELINGS
This is. Indescribable. Incomprehensible. Truly alien in nature. But with a feeling so. Effortless. Bound by beauty. Physical. Intellectual. Incredible. Survived so many of life’s scenarios. Never have. Never known. Never FELT. Precious. Irreplaceable. Priceless. True joy. The feeling of a soul smile. For LIFE.
October 15th
Just thinking. Class went well tonight, I’m learning so much that I had no idea about and I can’t lie, it feels good. I gained a real appreciation for learning when I was incarcerated. I know that sounds kind of crazy but it’s true. We take so much for granted and when it’s taken awayContinue reading “October 15th”
Draft
So. I log into WordPress and find this draft that I never posted. I have been struggling lately and my relationship suffers from my self-doubt. The moment mentioned below was another life lesson I learned the hard way. I know I am fully capable of achieving the success I seek, but my brain tells meContinue reading “Draft”
Poem 5
Stranded. This brain full of IEDs and booby traps. No safe place for the weak. Hide. While you still can.