I was at a meeting last week and someone shared about making amends to themselves. I started listening and then I thought to myself. Have I truly forgiven me for the havoc and pain I inflicted on multiple people for various lengths of time. I honestly never thought about truly forgiving myself. Apologizing to myContinue reading “Closing Time”
Tag Archives: Sober Life
Thinking
I find myself thinking a lot about choices I make on a daily basis. The just for today said something I have to pray about constantly. The things I cannot change and the strength and wisdom to change what I can. I’m human so I have bad habits. I have been trying to be mindfulContinue reading “Thinking”
It’s Been A While
For that, I apologize. I intend on being mindful to ensure I remain consistent on the platforms I want to see growth from. I am completely aware of the fact that I will always make time for the things I truly want to do. It is my responsibility to accomplish goals I set or tasksContinue reading “It’s Been A While”
My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
Tired
I am tired as hell. Or, as SOLO 4 would say, I’M TIIIIEEEDDD 😂😂😂😂. I have my computer so technically I could be posting this on the website and not in the app. But the app is pretty functional. I have to give Word Press credit for having an app that works incredibly well!! TodayContinue reading “Tired”
Blink Of An Eye
In a flash everything in my life can change. I can literally go from peak to valley in seconds. What I can say today is that I have the mental clarity to look for and find a solution. For that I am grateful. With the help of Narcotics Anonymous and with everything I experienced inContinue reading “Blink Of An Eye”
One Day At A Time
YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”
Dreams and Nightmares
I slept in this morning. But I also regret not waking up as usual. Those extra hours of sleep allowed my brain enough time to concoct a series of insanely vivid drug dreams. I find myself angry at my brain. I know that it gets better. I know by staying sober I can make itContinue reading “Dreams and Nightmares”
Welcome Home
I am back!!!! I was gone for a while. I went to an inpatient substance abuse treatment facility for 60 days. I am happy to say I completed the program and graduated today!!!! It was a long process and it wasn’t easy by any means. But we all know that nothing worth having comes easy.Continue reading “Welcome Home”
Transformed By Truth 