The chaos of life can be overwhelming. I attribute my resilience to my study of stoicism. The lessons I learn from stoic philosophy are incredible and immeasurable. Meditations had provided me tremendous insight. No, it is not a book of cheat codes, but it does contain valuable information and tactics to navigate the rough watersContinue reading “Life”
Tag Archives: Serenity
LongWinded
I know I take a long time to post. Don’t judge me. I hope all is well and the universe is treating you with kindness. Things with me are pretty much the same. Feeling good. Trying to grow in some way every day. I have been working on new music and uploaded a video toContinue reading “LongWinded”
A Long Time Coming
I have been struggling with accountability. I want to stick to my routine yet I find myself stuck in the old habit of procrastination. I’m not sure how I can break this cycle but I definitely need too. I have been trying to remember to write in my journal. I just can’t wait to getContinue reading “A Long Time Coming”
My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
Tired
I am tired as hell. Or, as SOLO 4 would say, I’M TIIIIEEEDDD ππππ. I have my computer so technically I could be posting this on the website and not in the app. But the app is pretty functional. I have to give Word Press credit for having an app that works incredibly well!! TodayContinue reading “Tired”
Blink Of An Eye
In a flash everything in my life can change. I can literally go from peak to valley in seconds. What I can say today is that I have the mental clarity to look for and find a solution. For that I am grateful. With the help of Narcotics Anonymous and with everything I experienced inContinue reading “Blink Of An Eye”
One Day At A Time
YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”
Saturday
Today was another good day. I did have an insane craving this morning. My brain was mad at me for disposing of the extra syringes I got when I left the treatment center. I threw them away as soon as I got home. But, my addiction told me that I should have saved them soContinue reading “Saturday”
Welcome Home
I am back!!!! I was gone for a while. I went to an inpatient substance abuse treatment facility for 60 days. I am happy to say I completed the program and graduated today!!!! It was a long process and it wasn’t easy by any means. But we all know that nothing worth having comes easy.Continue reading “Welcome Home”