Perspective is Primary

The way I see things can change every aspect of a situation. Perspective can completely dismantle a particular argument I might have in a debate. I have had many experiences in life where I started with a perspective that was closed off. There was nothing and no one in existence that could change the wayContinue reading “Perspective is Primary”

Response vs Reaction

As I was thinking of a title. I thought to myself if there is truly a difference between the two words RESPOND and REACT. To RESPOND is to say something in return or make an answer. REACTION can be defined as the resistance or opposition to a force, influence, or movement. When I come toContinue reading “Response vs Reaction”

Back to the Basics

I remembered to sign up for my home group today!!!! I forgot two weekends in a row lol. These gloomy days make it hard to get motivated and start the day. Especially on the weekends, I just wanted to lay in the bed this morning. But then my “mental drill sergeant” shows up and kicksContinue reading “Back to the Basics”

My Reminder

Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”

Blink Of An Eye

In a flash everything in my life can change. I can literally go from peak to valley in seconds. What I can say today is that I have the mental clarity to look for and find a solution. For that I am grateful. With the help of Narcotics Anonymous and with everything I experienced inContinue reading “Blink Of An Eye”

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Days. Hours. Minutes. Seconds. God’s will. My purpose. Is not my question. It is guaranteed. Self reflect. Turn it over. Enjoy life in recovery. Trust what’s next. Living life on life’s terms. First step. I am powerless.

One Day At A Time

YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”

Dreams and Nightmares

I slept in this morning. But I also regret not waking up as usual. Those extra hours of sleep allowed my brain enough time to concoct a series of insanely vivid drug dreams. I find myself angry at my brain. I know that it gets better. I know by staying sober I can make itContinue reading “Dreams and Nightmares”

Contemplation

I am going to start with, I AM OVER IT BEING A BIT CHILLY IN THE MORNING!!!! LMAO Now that I got that off my chest I can continue with my post. So I made the decision to post in the mornings instead of at night before I go to sleep. I like to getContinue reading “Contemplation”

2 Days 1 Post

Just a post about my Sunday and Monday!!!! Please read and send anyone who is sick and still suffering my way!!!! We can only keep what we have by giving it away!!!!