I have been struggling with accountability. I want to stick to my routine yet I find myself stuck in the old habit of procrastination. I’m not sure how I can break this cycle but I definitely need too. I have been trying to remember to write in my journal. I just can’t wait to getContinue reading “A Long Time Coming”
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My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
One Day At A Time
YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”
Welcome Home
I am back!!!! I was gone for a while. I went to an inpatient substance abuse treatment facility for 60 days. I am happy to say I completed the program and graduated today!!!! It was a long process and it wasn’t easy by any means. But we all know that nothing worth having comes easy.Continue reading “Welcome Home”
The Beginning of the End
This is my life.
Randy Johnson
Life has an arsenal of INSANE pitches. If you’ve been reading, you know how crazy things are in my day to day. Well, believe it or not, it got WILDER!!!! LOL!!!! My oldest son decided it would be a good idea to sneak out Sunday night. When him and his “co-pilot” decided to text backContinue reading “Randy Johnson”
Just Trying To Get By
I have been through a lot in the last few months. It has definitely been tough. I haven’t been able to use my right arm for two months. No doctor has been able to give me a definitive answer as to why this happened. I woke up one day and just couldn’t use my arm.Continue reading “Just Trying To Get By”
FEELINGS
This is. Indescribable. Incomprehensible. Truly alien in nature. But with a feeling so. Effortless. Bound by beauty. Physical. Intellectual. Incredible. Survived so many of life’s scenarios. Never have. Never known. Never FELT. Precious. Irreplaceable. Priceless. True joy. The feeling of a soul smile. For LIFE.
Poem 6
Why do wounds caused by pain take so long to heal? The light of joy seems to be overtaken by this lingering darkness. Hunting for ways to stay on a positive mental plain. Only to have the hawk of happiness shot out of the sky. Without someone at the reins. The chariot of pain gainsContinue reading “Poem 6”
October 15th
Just thinking. Class went well tonight, I’m learning so much that I had no idea about and I can’t lie, it feels good. I gained a real appreciation for learning when I was incarcerated. I know that sounds kind of crazy but it’s true. We take so much for granted and when it’s taken awayContinue reading “October 15th”
Transformed By Truth 