For a long time I wasn’t a fan of jazz. I find it interesting that as I age I am becoming more interested in things I had not fervour for when I was younger. Jazz used to put me to sleep. Now I can appreciate the talent it takes to compose and create the phenomenalContinue reading “Growth”
Tag Archives: Living Clean
Thinking
I find myself thinking a lot about choices I make on a daily basis. The just for today said something I have to pray about constantly. The things I cannot change and the strength and wisdom to change what I can. I’m human so I have bad habits. I have been trying to be mindfulContinue reading “Thinking”
It’s Been A While
For that, I apologize. I intend on being mindful to ensure I remain consistent on the platforms I want to see growth from. I am completely aware of the fact that I will always make time for the things I truly want to do. It is my responsibility to accomplish goals I set or tasksContinue reading “It’s Been A While”
90 Days
I honestly didn’t think I would ever stop using again. I had justified my drug use as a solution to my mental health diagnosis. I was completely comfortable with being a heroin/fentanyl addict. I would say things like “everybody does something,” that is how I would chase away the honesty. I could not be honestContinue reading “90 Days”
Three A Days
I have to write every day. It is how I get a lot of the little things off my mind. I didn’t write and I missed a meeting on Monday. I was irritated. I was thinking, I can find a ride from The Park to meetings in Leonardtown. But can’t find a ride from LovevilleContinue reading “Three A Days”
My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
Tired
I am tired as hell. Or, as SOLO 4 would say, I’M TIIIIEEEDDD 😂😂😂😂. I have my computer so technically I could be posting this on the website and not in the app. But the app is pretty functional. I have to give Word Press credit for having an app that works incredibly well!! TodayContinue reading “Tired”
Blink Of An Eye
In a flash everything in my life can change. I can literally go from peak to valley in seconds. What I can say today is that I have the mental clarity to look for and find a solution. For that I am grateful. With the help of Narcotics Anonymous and with everything I experienced inContinue reading “Blink Of An Eye”
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Days. Hours. Minutes. Seconds. God’s will. My purpose. Is not my question. It is guaranteed. Self reflect. Turn it over. Enjoy life in recovery. Trust what’s next. Living life on life’s terms. First step. I am powerless.
Transformed By Truth 