I was at a meeting last week and someone shared about making amends to themselves. I started listening and then I thought to myself. Have I truly forgiven me for the havoc and pain I inflicted on multiple people for various lengths of time. I honestly never thought about truly forgiving myself. Apologizing to myContinue reading “Closing Time”
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Growth
For a long time I wasn’t a fan of jazz. I find it interesting that as I age I am becoming more interested in things I had not fervour for when I was younger. Jazz used to put me to sleep. Now I can appreciate the talent it takes to compose and create the phenomenalContinue reading “Growth”
Thinking
I find myself thinking a lot about choices I make on a daily basis. The just for today said something I have to pray about constantly. The things I cannot change and the strength and wisdom to change what I can. I’m human so I have bad habits. I have been trying to be mindfulContinue reading “Thinking”
It’s Been A While
For that, I apologize. I intend on being mindful to ensure I remain consistent on the platforms I want to see growth from. I am completely aware of the fact that I will always make time for the things I truly want to do. It is my responsibility to accomplish goals I set or tasksContinue reading “It’s Been A While”
90 Days
I honestly didn’t think I would ever stop using again. I had justified my drug use as a solution to my mental health diagnosis. I was completely comfortable with being a heroin/fentanyl addict. I would say things like “everybody does something,” that is how I would chase away the honesty. I could not be honestContinue reading “90 Days”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
YEEEERRRR
I need to write more I KNOW!!!! lol I really like writing with pen and paper. I feel like so much of what we see is typed now. I don’t like to think about the death of the ink pen lol. I put a new song up on my SoundCloud. You should go check itContinue reading “YEEEERRRR”