I have been struggling with accountability. I want to stick to my routine yet I find myself stuck in the old habit of procrastination. I’m not sure how I can break this cycle but I definitely need too. I have been trying to remember to write in my journal. I just can’t wait to getContinue reading “A Long Time Coming”
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Three A Days
I have to write every day. It is how I get a lot of the little things off my mind. I didn’t write and I missed a meeting on Monday. I was irritated. I was thinking, I can find a ride from The Park to meetings in Leonardtown. But can’t find a ride from LovevilleContinue reading “Three A Days”
My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
Blink Of An Eye
In a flash everything in my life can change. I can literally go from peak to valley in seconds. What I can say today is that I have the mental clarity to look for and find a solution. For that I am grateful. With the help of Narcotics Anonymous and with everything I experienced inContinue reading “Blink Of An Eye”
One Day At A Time
YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”
FriYAAAAYYYY
IT’S FRIIIDDAAYYY!!!! It is crazy how fast the days of the week go by. I love looking forward to going to a meeting. I don’t really do much right now because I don’t want to overwhelm myself. Especially being in early recovery. The smallest things can set me off track. I k now I needContinue reading “FriYAAAAYYYY”
Welcome Home
I am back!!!! I was gone for a while. I went to an inpatient substance abuse treatment facility for 60 days. I am happy to say I completed the program and graduated today!!!! It was a long process and it wasn’t easy by any means. But we all know that nothing worth having comes easy.Continue reading “Welcome Home”
FEELINGS
This is. Indescribable. Incomprehensible. Truly alien in nature. But with a feeling so. Effortless. Bound by beauty. Physical. Intellectual. Incredible. Survived so many of life’s scenarios. Never have. Never known. Never FELT. Precious. Irreplaceable. Priceless. True joy. The feeling of a soul smile. For LIFE.
Poem 6
Why do wounds caused by pain take so long to heal? The light of joy seems to be overtaken by this lingering darkness. Hunting for ways to stay on a positive mental plain. Only to have the hawk of happiness shot out of the sky. Without someone at the reins. The chariot of pain gainsContinue reading “Poem 6”
Transformed By Truth 