Recovery and Discovery. Honestly I have been on a life long search for RECOVERY. My life hasn’t been filled with turmoil but I have had my fair share of curveballs and dark days. I would have found massive benefit in what I have learned in recovery if I had been willing to listen years ago.Continue reading “Re(dis)covery”
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Realizations
I will make time to do what is truly a priority to me. I will find time to put energy into the things I really want to do. That was a difficult conclusion to come too. That means my success is up to me. How badly I want to succeed will be expressed in theContinue reading “Realizations”
Rapper In Recovery
I am working on a new album called Rapper In Recovery. For so long I never told my truth in my music. The culture around Hip-Hop isn’t accepting of someone being honest about their struggles with addiction. If I grew up in Baltimore and sold drugs to make money that would be accepted. But IContinue reading “Rapper In Recovery”
Juneteenth
CELEBRATE JUNETEENTH!!!!
A Long Time Coming
I have been struggling with accountability. I want to stick to my routine yet I find myself stuck in the old habit of procrastination. I’m not sure how I can break this cycle but I definitely need too. I have been trying to remember to write in my journal. I just can’t wait to getContinue reading “A Long Time Coming”
My Reminder
Every morning when I wake up and as I’m starting my day. I thank Jehovah I don’t have to use today. For so long I was asking God to help me get through the day and find money to get well. It is so allaying to know that I don’t have to manipulate every interactionContinue reading “My Reminder”
Day by Day
Things have been everything but simple this last week. We went from a townhouse to a hotel room in 2 days. It definitely threw me for a loop to say the least. Now I am trying to make the best of where I am. It could most definitely be a lot worse. I keep remindingContinue reading “Day by Day”
One Day At A Time
YEEEERRRR!!!! Happy Sunday people!!!! I slept in again today but I didn’t have any drug dreams thank Jehovah!! Pretty Girl got me some Starbucks cold brew yesterday. It’s pretty good but I need to find something cheaper lol. Yesterday was a great day. I went to two great meetings and kicked it around the houseContinue reading “One Day At A Time”
FriYAAAAYYYY
IT’S FRIIIDDAAYYY!!!! It is crazy how fast the days of the week go by. I love looking forward to going to a meeting. I don’t really do much right now because I don’t want to overwhelm myself. Especially being in early recovery. The smallest things can set me off track. I k now I needContinue reading “FriYAAAAYYYY”
On The Move
YEEEERRRR!!!! What up eerybody!! Hope all is well and your morning is GLORIOUS!! I’m currently on the slowest public transportation system known to man 😂😂😂😂. I’m making my way to my IOP intake. I was at the bus stop and I had a light bulb moment. I didn’t post this morning and I really don’tContinue reading “On The Move”
Transformed By Truth 