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5/6/2021

Feeling pretty good this morning. Glad my diabetes numbers are good. Very thankful for another day. I can honestly be my worst enemy. We have to remember not to punish ourselves. I know for a fact I am my harshest critic. I have to remember that I’m only human and if I want something IContinue reading “5/6/2021”

Poem 6

Why do wounds caused by pain take so long to heal? The light of joy seems to be overtaken by this lingering darkness. Hunting for ways to stay on a positive mental plain. Only to have the hawk of happiness shot out of the sky. Without someone at the reins. The chariot of pain gainsContinue reading “Poem 6”

October 15th

Just thinking. Class went well tonight, I’m learning so much that I had no idea about and I can’t lie, it feels good. I gained a real appreciation for learning when I was incarcerated. I know that sounds kind of crazy but it’s true. We take so much for granted and when it’s taken awayContinue reading “October 15th”

Draft

So. I log into WordPress and find this draft that I never posted. I have been struggling lately and my relationship suffers from my self-doubt. The moment mentioned below was another life lesson I learned the hard way. I know I am fully capable of achieving the success I seek, but my brain tells meContinue reading “Draft”

Poem 5

Stranded. This brain full of IEDs and booby traps. No safe place for the weak. Hide. While you still can.

Poem 4

Lost. Artistry. Generation. Blind to the existential threat.

Poem 3

Must. Evade life’s haymakers. Swift defense. Swimming in a shark filled deep end. Never scared of death. Only fear not living.

Poem 2

Still looking for. Peace. It illudes me. Searching for calm. Like the silence of the sea. This day for me will soon come.

Poem 1

Sleep is a time machine. Waking up can be mentally paralyzing. Seeing you. Hearing you. Missing you. A hug or your voice. Just something to help me. My safety.

Mental Maze

At any given time there is so much in my head. I miss my Mom a lot. She would find a way to make me be optimistic. No matter how shitty my life seemed. She would do or say something that would make me see the light in situation. I fear that with her goneContinue reading “Mental Maze”