At any given time there is so much in my head. I miss my Mom a lot. She would find a way to make me be optimistic. No matter how shitty my life seemed. She would do or say something that would make me see the light in situation. I fear that with her gone I will struggle to do this. Since December I’ve felt like I’m drowning and never going to get out the water. Every day it seems to rise and higher. My spirits are on their last leg. Just hearing her voice would bring me the confidence to keep going. My wife and boys are the only thing keeping me going right now. My head tells me to overdose. My heart tells me to love stronger than I ever have. I do not know where I would be without my family. They are the reason I’m still trying. I don’t want to hurt myself. I just don’t feel good enough and that battle is hard to fight every day. I just want to truly believe in me.
Mental Maze
Published by Coach Corey
I used heroin for 20 years searching for peace, purpose, and freedom — but nothing filled the void. In 2023, I was baptized in Jesus’ name, and everything changed. Now I help Christian men break free from addiction, self-sabotage, and spiritual stagnation through Biblical truth and mindset renewal. My program, Transformed by Truth, was built for men ready to break the cycle and step into their God-given purpose. Jesus transformed me into the man I always knew I could be — and He can do the same for you. Follow if you're ready to grow in your faith, renew your mind, and become the leader God created you to be. View more posts
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